waking up lousy

hate to wake up feeling alone..... hate it when that happens......
had a weird dream, was dreaming of me living in the past with present memories... freaky. everything's old skool, transport services, buildings........
was on a boat, travelling in this gigantic river..... everywhere, the water's muddy..... and rough..... huge cables dangling from tower to tower sticking out of the waters...... the boat was just making it's routine rounds... i think i was scared. i hate boat rides.