so little time

so sad... she had to sit else where..... haha

the thoughts struck me again... i guess it's so sad that i'm actually trying to avoid the fact that ppl are laughing at my works.. the talk about that kinda smile... like i'm been a fool, or i'm not good enough for certain things or was it i don't deserve certain things in life..... been needing to either avoid that smile or laughter... that actually pierce right down into the heart, sometimes hard to breath... or to oppose and have loud prideful conversations, proving my stand.

haven been taking photos as well... where's the sun!?!!!!!!!! hehe

anyways, toothache strikes back..... i think i can't wait for return of the dentist.......