tuesday

the day started off with a rush to the clinic to get some medical checkup for the insurance for the house..... and the rest of the day, was just tormenting.....

When everyone is busy working, deciding on war or no war, writing petition, getting pissed off with some venue for cancelling some show, updating their life account on the net, waking up not knowing what's for them today, falling asleep having not sleeping the previous night, surfing the net, writing a song, shitting, whistling, making themselves like barbie dolls, enjoying the sun, running away from the rain, forecasting the weather, getting into an accident, taking their medication, wondering if punk's still alive, deciding between red or black, doing their laundry, jogging, shopping for body-making machines, doing their hair, shaving, loitering in their room, speaking to their imgainary friend, wondering why their dog left them, swimming, eating ants, playing hide and seek, shopping for a $1million neckless, looking for a misplaced watch/ring/handphone, sitting here resting, enjoying their honeymoon, satisfied with they latest buy in a thrift shop, making new discoveries of their spouse/friends/mates/gfs or bfs/in-laws, listening to the cheeky girls/mineral/dream theatre/iron maiden/ none stop, feeling sad, feeling lonely, feeling lonely when they have someone admiring them but they don't know, wondering what this post is about...... and many other things like, celebrating after taking back some awards from the grammys......

i chose to just take the day off...... i know i felt odd coming out of the clinic...