as for me, i'm just filled with so much joy, i care less... it's amazing enough to be mentioned again on the papers. it's actually not well written. in context, i suspect it has a good intend. yet, sometimes, when things get out of context and amplified, it just send things like to extremes... but i guess, i know, i'm important enough to be mentioned, and that's a good thing!! hah!!
anyways, the whole week has been totally life transforming. my personal breakthrough was just so tremendous!!
i started the week with a few goals. and one of them is to be the husband that excel to complement my wife for her sucess!!
i guess i score quite well, even tho i'm like exhausted by now... it didn't start off that smooth, but i guess it came when we were given an opportunity to paint together, and until now, i'm still excited about it... i'm so glad that happened. haha... so fun.. since then, i have been receiving messages, and/or people coming up to me to share with me how much the painting is speaking to them..... wow..
and even going deeper, God brought me into a part of my heart and unlocked a door. a door that leads me into a room that has all this musical instruments, cameras, and all those things i used to do... they were like buried... this painting experience really got me like recall so many things that i buried them with all this gifts. i need to re-arrange some things now... films should not be left loaded in the camera and not snapped... haha... i've got like 5 of them either loaded or half way thru... my guitars are all in the storeroom... i've not been even like creating anything... not to mention about using photoshop.. hahaha... dee and I bought some canvas and paint awhile ago, but they are still wrapped up... i guess it's time for some overhaul in our time management... hehehe... and i sense in my spirit a shift as well... wow.. i'm so..... sleepy by now... hahaha...
and oh yes... on tuesday night... we had such a great session... the church was so ministered to... and i heard God asking me to lead the church into worship, and i'm like "what?! me?" it's like the moses "who am I" moment... but i did!! there was like this moment of silence, then i started singing... and after along time, there's like this slow swell of voices... and I believe the angels were also singing... even jennifer heard it... like there's this 4 part harmony going on... ARRGHHH!!!!!!!??!!! it's so good!!!